An excerpt for your Monday:
And the afternoon, the evening, sleeps so peacefully! | 75 |
Smoothed by long fingers, | |
Asleep … tired … or it malingers, | |
Stretched on the floor, here beside you and me. | |
Should I, after tea and cakes and ices, | |
Have the strength to force the moment to its crisis? | 80 |
But though I have wept and fasted, wept and prayed, | |
Though I have seen my head (grown slightly bald) brought in upon a platter, | |
I am no prophet—and here’s no great matter; | |
I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker, | |
And I have seen the eternal Footman hold my coat, and snicker, | 85 |
And in short, I was afraid. | |
And would it have been worth it, after all, | |
After the cups, the marmalade, the tea, | |
Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me, | |
Would it have been worth while, | 90 |
To have bitten off the matter with a smile, | |
To have squeezed the universe into a ball | |
To roll it toward some overwhelming question, | |
To say: “I am Lazarus, come from the dead, | |
Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all”— | 95 |
If one, settling a pillow by her head, | |
Should say: “That is not what I meant at all; | |
That is not it, at all.” | |
And would it have been worth it, after all, | |
Would it have been worth while, | 100 |
After the sunsets and the dooryards and the sprinkled streets, | |
After the novels, after the teacups, after the skirts that trail along the floor— | |
And this, and so much more?— | |
It is impossible to say just what I mean! | |
But as if a magic lantern threw the nerves in patterns on a screen: | 105 |
Would it have been worth while | |
If one, settling a pillow or throwing off a shawl, | |
And turning toward the window, should say: | |
“That is not it at all, | |
That is not what I meant, at all.” | 110 |
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